Back to Love

Hard as I try, I always keep coming back to love. I say I'll focus on my career, on my writing, and I won't think about love. I don't need love. I can live solo the rest of my life. And bam, it hits me in the head - I can't escape love and my yearning for it. That yearning for my soul-mate. I dream of him. I dream of his face, his eyes, his hair, his nose, his smile, his arms, his hands, his legs, his feet. I dream of him. I do. I do. I do. I try not to, really I do. But it's hopeless. I am a hopeless romantic. And so what's a girl to do? Do I even know what love is? Do I?

Dream Job Comes True

Several weeks ago I blogged about my dream job. I asked the universe for it - I'm pretty sure I did. Part of this ongoing experiment. This experiment of my life. And so I was humbled when I got the offer for my dream job. I couldn't believe it and yet I kept thanking the Divine for it. I smiled the biggest smile in a long long time. My dreams were coming true. How amazing is that feeling? To know something great can happen to you. It's liberating, empowering, and yet humbling at the same time.

I don't really know what to say. Like I'm at a loss for words. Or maybe I'm just tripping out right now. Something I tend to do a lot. Being the daydreamer that I am. I trip out on life. And mind you I still don't get it.

But back to being astonished, and most of all thankful for my dream job coming true. I feel I am very lucky. I'm a very lucky gal. And for that I am thankful. Can one's positivity, energy field, and all that good stuff really protect the person and allow her to shine despite negativities that might be around her? I wonder... Could positivity be the answer? Or am I just tripping out right now?