Two angels were sent to me last night by the universe. Just another nudge in the right direction is what I needed and the universe responded. I'm still conducting this experiment, this "Secret" type of experiment to find out if it's really true that what I dream can become my reality. And last night, the universe sent me a resounding Yes!! to keep me believing. And I have to say thank you!
Last night my best friend and I met at Souplantation to grab a relatively healthy bite to eat and to catch up. It had been a few weeks since we last saw each other. The way the universe blessed the both of us actually, is by sending two angels, two beautiful souls to the table right next to us. At first I thought they were an older couple on a date. By the end of the night, we were exchanging hugs and wishing the best for each other.
Initially I thought they were an older couple on an awkward date. They couldn't have been a married couple because of the way they acted with each other. Like they were getting to know each other. I glanced at them through my periphery and noticed the man had a wedding ring. I thought oh brother - this guy is meeting with his mistress. That's nice. Then I wondered if he had let the woman pay for her meal. Cheap-o. I hoped he hadn't because that would just make me feel sorry for her. I can't stand a man who'll let a woman pay. That's just plain wrong in my book.
How it happened - well my best friend can kind of be a social butterfly. I don't know how she started talking to them - but she did. I didn't say much. It depends on my mood I suppose. Sometimes I'm very much the social butterfly as well and will speak to anyone. Last night I let them do the talking.
Anyway, here's the jist. They were a married couple - for 25 years, with a 23 year old son. They were as much in love with each other now, if not more. In fact more. That's what the man told us. He loves her more now. I told him - Give us hope. Because sometimes we feel like giving up. Giving up on the idea of love, of a man who's out there for us.
They told us not to settle, to keep an open mind, to know exactly what you want and how badly you want it. The woman said - the universe is asking you how badly you want it. Are you willing to wait for the right one for you, or are you going to settle? If you settle for someone, the universe will say fine - that's what you get. If that's what you want, that's what you get.
You see - it's true -- what we put out there -- becomes our reality. She said another thing that I loved:
"God has a dream for you, greater than you can ever imagine."
I believe it. My heart, my soul, my being believes that. I just have to stay strong. I don't want to settle. I don't. Deep inside me I have a vision, an inkling, sometimes it's stronger than an inkling. It's a deep powerful energy, sense that speaks to me and says that my dreams can come true. That I am better than I ever give myself credit for. That that dream man, my soul mate - he's out there too - he's looking for me too. We're both growing right now. But he's on his way.
And maybe I've been lost for the past two years. Maybe I've been lost for the past 5, 10 years. But I'm coming home. B. Maurice is coming home. She's returning to her dreams. She's an educated, intelligent, articulate woman. She's a kind, compassionate woman. She's beautiful inside and out - and her beauty and positive energy radiates from within. She has a glow. She is successful and rich. She is healthy and continues to practice yoga, meditation, and swims. Yes, she'll be swimming until her old age. She'll be one of those women you see in the pool - 65 years old and still swimming her laps.
That quote - by Nelson Mandela, I think - is so true. So applicable to me. It's not failure or what not that scares us -- it's our power. I can look back onto my college years when I began to tap into my dreams - and I lost it. I returned to old patterns. I gave up. I said it was too good to be true. And now I'm going back.
So to the universe, to the Divine -- thank you. With gratitude I accept your love and support. And thank you to the two angels - Helen and Jeff. May the universe continue to bless you. Namaste.
Friday, May 7, 2010
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