An Experiment

I'm going to try something. Something crazy. I'm going to conduct an experiment - called faith. I'll try it for two weeks. I'm going to think awesome positive things that are true about me - and see if they come true. I guess this is also called positive, optimistic thinking, and a healthy attitude towards life. :)

I'm always hard on myself - like super hard. Never give myself credit. But I know I'm better than that. It's a struggle to remind myself and to feel it on a day to day basis. I want to overcome this challenge before I'm old and gray, and I realize I wasted my whole life thinking I was never good enough. What a burden to carry on one's shoulders? Isn't it?

So I want to start before it's too late. And I will start this experiment right now!! Just an experiment, no biggee, no long term commitment we're talking here - just a test run. The test, the ultimate question is this -- Can life be as awesome as I believe it to be? Is it possible to experience life in a deeper, more gratifying, meaningful, joyful state? This is my experiment folks.